heartbreaking~

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                               Candy九個多月時

                                    今早...我...動手...打了...Candy...

                                    氣呀~~好氣呀~~為什麼這麼不乖?

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                                     每個當娘的都應該體會過...

                                     [ 打在兒身痛在娘心 ]...

                                     不捨...痛心...心疼啊~~~~~

                                     大腦不停地回想...

                                     剛剛手力是否太重?

                                     來不及看她被打的屁股是否紅踵...

                                     便匆匆送她上幼稚園...

                                     連一個安慰的擁抱都沒有...

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                                     一個發飆過的母獅子,

                                     無力地在電腦前流淚...

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                                     找到 Candy 未滿10個月的照片...

                                     哭的楚楚可憐...

                                     好心疼...好心疼...

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                                     上星期 Candy 身體不適 (allergic~~ )

                                     她很認真地問我:

                                     [ 媽咪! 妳瞭解我的 "那" 種痛嗎? ]

                                     當時心裡竊笑她那 [愛裝大人的口吻] ...

                                     所以隨意問她:

                                     [ 那妳瞭解我 "這" 種痛嗎? ]

                                     她自信滿滿地答:

                                     [ 當然瞭解! ]      

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                                     一個即將滿六歲的孩子,

                                     能懂得多少為娘的心...

                                     我沒期望她能瞭解..

                                     只要她知道媽咪是多麼愛她...

                                     這樣就好!